The Worst Fever Ever

I hate it when I fell sick. I remembered maybe a year ago, I had to go through this super bad fever in Kota Damansara. I was alone that weekend, my housemate went back to her hometown in Perak. So we're both like 3 hours away from each other. But my condition was getting worst at night, I had a hard time breathing, my body was freezing and both my body and head aches very badly. Now, don't mention about driving to the clinic, I can't even walk to the kitchen to get myself some water. Last thing I remembered doing before I passed out at 4 AM in the morning was, I texted my housemate "Dibah, balik sini cepat, aku rasa ak macam nak mati" (Dibah, please come back soon, I'm dying here). I'm not even exaggerating, that was some near-death experience I went through last year. The next thing I remembered, my housemate drove me to the hospital and I was admitted for several hours there.

This time same thing happened again, the fever was not as bad as last year's but what made this fever worst was that I had no one to count on. My housemate was gone, up on a rig somewhere in PMO. I can't call my family because I don't want them to be worried, looking at the time (10:30 PM) I guess all my friends' already went to bed since the next day is Monday. But Allah tu kan Maha Kuasa and Maha Penyayang, Dia hanta jugak anyone yang boleh buat aku tak rasa sunyi sangat time aku demam, I managed to text and tweet some friends before I passed out at 11:30 PM. The next day when I woke up, my Whatsapp was filled with messages from my colleagues asking if I was feeling okay, sebab dia orang tengok MOC ak off je. Thank you Allah, for those company You sent me. I felt blessed.

Bila demam atau sakit macam nie, selalunya orang yang kita akan rindu confirm family kita, lepas tu baru kita teringat kawan ke, or the other half ke. Macam aku, kalau ak sakit, ake mesti teringat parents first thing first. Aku akan teringat arwah Mama, Mama dulu selalu masak favorite food Syaza everytime Syaza demam, dengan harapan, kalau Syaza dapat makan makanan favorite boleh cepat sembuh la. Teringat Ayah, Ayah la yang akan tolong dukung masuk kereta, drive pegi klinik, amik ubat semua. Dia orang akan ambil cuti semata mata nak jaga Syaza yang sakit. Masa aku pergi belajar dekat US pun, kawan2 la yg selalu tolong bila ak jatuh sakit, aku teringat Kuyah, Kuyah selalu masak bubur ayam bila aku demam, aku teringat Dibah, yang selalu concern and jaga aku, Imanie and Totoy yg penah hanta aku pergi hospital yg jauh kat mana ntah kat Colorado dulu. I don't know how can I ever balas semua perbuatan baik korang terhadap aku. Korang memang sahabat dunia akhirat. We may not see each other that often tapi, ak sentiasa ingat korg bila aku berdoa kat Allah, tu je yang paling terbaik aku boleh buat utk korang. Tapi yang paling penting aku nak melahirkan rasa syukur kat Allah, sbb tanpa Dia, our path might never crossed each other's. Alhamdulillah, with His fate, we met and became of what we are now. Thank you.

P/s: I deleted the photo attached to this post on April 22, 2021