Yesterday I was working on my Grade Promotion Project. I was stressed out with the deadline of this project so much, since there are so many things to do, yet so little time left. While working on the project, I needed to jot down some stuff on my notes and found myself randomly searching for a pen in my bag. And that's when my heart doesn't feel quite right ...
I grabbed of what seemed like half of my reading glasses, and when I pulled it out, my nightmare came true. My favorite reading glasses was snapped into half. I don't know how, I don't know when, It just did! Then I frantically searched for its other half, there I found it. My heart started to break. That was my favorite reading glasses. I have had it since 2008, and that was 5 years. If you take that 5 years in a relationship, you would find that it was amazing that a relationship can go through such a long period without breaking down. That's how I felt about my favorite reading glasses, the time we've spent together is just too PRECIOUS. It helped me to dress up like a hipster, made me look like a nerd when I wanted to, disguised me up when I was crying so it was not too obvious that I was tearing up, and made me appear intelligent all the time I wore it (LOL, a little exaggeration here, but nevertheless, true). You will be missed.
After calming myself down, I continued searching for a pen (Mind you, I almost forgot that I was actually searching for a pen), then I pulled out this pen someone gave to me a couple of months ago. Then my heart started to break again, for this pen too, was snapped at a critical part of its body. That's when I really break down (Maybe, it's because I'm having that "time-of-the-month", you know) and I got really emotional, I was crying like crazy. This pen is the only thing that reminds me of the person who gave it to me, and now I have nothing left of him to remember. Great! And I don't even have the guts to tell him that the pen was broken, because I'm afraid he would think that I'm not appreciating him. I felt really, really, really bad of myself.
Now I don't have any pen nor reading glasses left with me. I have to wait till Monday to get to the office and get a new pen for myself. Maybe I'm not being appreciative of things I have, maybe, just maybe, I was taking everything for granted. And now that they are gone I feel like I've lost a portion of my life. You see, in life, people took things for granted, they only realized the true value of the things and its true meaning once it is gone from their life. Lesson learnt: Don't take things for granted in life, especially with the person you love. Tell your parents that you love them everyday, or your boyfriend, or your girlfriend, or whoever you wanted to say "I love you" or "I miss you" to when you had the chance, because nothing can bring them back once they are gone or out of your life. Even that fifty thousand tears you cried won't bring them back to you. Appreciate the things and people around you.
Je suis navré et tu me manques mère.
I grabbed of what seemed like half of my reading glasses, and when I pulled it out, my nightmare came true. My favorite reading glasses was snapped into half. I don't know how, I don't know when, It just did! Then I frantically searched for its other half, there I found it. My heart started to break. That was my favorite reading glasses. I have had it since 2008, and that was 5 years. If you take that 5 years in a relationship, you would find that it was amazing that a relationship can go through such a long period without breaking down. That's how I felt about my favorite reading glasses, the time we've spent together is just too PRECIOUS. It helped me to dress up like a hipster, made me look like a nerd when I wanted to, disguised me up when I was crying so it was not too obvious that I was tearing up, and made me appear intelligent all the time I wore it (LOL, a little exaggeration here, but nevertheless, true). You will be missed.
After calming myself down, I continued searching for a pen (Mind you, I almost forgot that I was actually searching for a pen), then I pulled out this pen someone gave to me a couple of months ago. Then my heart started to break again, for this pen too, was snapped at a critical part of its body. That's when I really break down (Maybe, it's because I'm having that "time-of-the-month", you know) and I got really emotional, I was crying like crazy. This pen is the only thing that reminds me of the person who gave it to me, and now I have nothing left of him to remember. Great! And I don't even have the guts to tell him that the pen was broken, because I'm afraid he would think that I'm not appreciating him. I felt really, really, really bad of myself.
Now I don't have any pen nor reading glasses left with me. I have to wait till Monday to get to the office and get a new pen for myself. Maybe I'm not being appreciative of things I have, maybe, just maybe, I was taking everything for granted. And now that they are gone I feel like I've lost a portion of my life. You see, in life, people took things for granted, they only realized the true value of the things and its true meaning once it is gone from their life. Lesson learnt: Don't take things for granted in life, especially with the person you love. Tell your parents that you love them everyday, or your boyfriend, or your girlfriend, or whoever you wanted to say "I love you" or "I miss you" to when you had the chance, because nothing can bring them back once they are gone or out of your life. Even that fifty thousand tears you cried won't bring them back to you. Appreciate the things and people around you.
Je suis navré et tu me manques mère.
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